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As per some recent blog posts, these are for re-organising my thoughts for myself, for self-reflection and to hold myself accountable for events that has transpired in recent years.
Feel free to comment and point me out.
Thanks uncle cw88 for reminding me to think of lessons learned.
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Quite some years ago, I decided not to track all my expenses, and just spend as I want to. I have already lost count of the number of years, but for me, at least I made sure I spend only what I have and paid up all credit card bills every month (credit card for ease of purchase and discounts). Nothing on debt.
One of the main thing that was nagging me on my mind, was my rate of growth of my networth. In the early years, the growth rate was rather good, but as I checked my portfolio recently, I realised I had not had much portfolio growth.
Honestly, I was puzzled, confused, and little bit unhappy. I know I have been spending a lot more, made some big investment blunders, but I thought it would have been better. And the main reason why was because I did not put a figure to everything I have been doing.
So I decided to do a reflection exercise to track back on myself past few years. It was easy to track myself on some older posts as I had not been actively posting past few years.
As I looked back at some older posts, I realised that was a point in time in Nov 2016 where my portfolio actually touched $350k. I had reached $320k at age 32 (2015), and $350k at age 33 (2016).
As it stands, my portfolio is still at around $350k in the year 2019 with about $25k++ warchest, which means there was minimal to no growth. There are still funds here and there in different bank accounts which I am too lazy to really sum all up.
So from 2016 to 2019, I only grew on average by $8k+ a year, even though my dividends is ~$18k annually. What actually happened? Since I was not spending any effort in tracking where my money went past few years, I was actually a little at a loss. Within the 3 years, I should have had dividends of around $54k. And maybe extra savings from work. But where did they go to?
Having been too passive in those few years, I have to think back slowly in time, discover the reasons, and see where I can improve on myself.
Based on my self-reflection, there were 3 major reasons
(1) Quitted full-time job in 2012
(2) Increased expenses due to house and children
(3) Poor decisions in the stock market